oh shity i'm breaking my band shity

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but
I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like

and yes salad i know i impress you when i said ****
ok anyway thank you to
li mei for all your concern and
yvette as well and
lim jie for the chocolate too
for all the advice.
melinda help!!! i dunno what to do.
can't be bothered to go in to detail about everything all over again.
just want to let you know that i always try to keep you happy cos like someone once said i am scared of you scared of making you unhappy...

why is this post so sad again? i was hoping to post something happy.

depressed all over again

" for now i shall just concentrate on eoys" like limei said its the last lap.